New year new thing its 2013 and i realize how much  i love my boyfriend/fiance so much. Ive hurt him so much over dumb shit which heart breaking...he done nothing but go out of his way to make sure im 100% happy and all i do is be a bitch to him.
I think i act out because of my past relationship which is hurting me still.
that is so unfair
why should he pay for what someone else did
thats not fair
thats not me
i step up
and today is the day i start loving him the way i should the way he deserved to be love
hes amazing
hes my everything
and i love him
today is the day i stand up and be the best awesome amazing girlfriend i can be